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[Personal] Goodbye BMTC, Goodbye Cougar, Goodbye Comrades

I’m posting my BMTC “Reflection” here (in case it get lost somewhere):

It’s a memorable moment. All forty-seven of us will graduate from this company after three months of tough training. Still remember the first day, the feeling of confusion and uneasiness while not knowing what lies ahead of us. We had to live together with complete strangers whom we never met before. We had to stay and train in completely foreign environment. We suddenly become constrained into authorities and routines we never had to. Just not long after that, we found ourselves surrounded with friends whom we can depend on. We started to adapt quickly to the place. We even developed self-discipline which makes us more matured. I personally felt lucky to be in an energized and supportive section. Our section commander especially, is the most motivating person of all.

I would like to thank our two platoon sergeants, both who enlighten us with their experiences in the army. For our platoon commanders, I appreciate their invisible effort in taking care of the platoon. BMT maybe over, but a new phase in life had just begun. We shall carry our friendships and skills acquired here to the next height. I am sure that after years down the road, when we look back at our days back here, we can definitely not regret being together. I also hope future batches of recruits will continue to stay this way and enjoy their BMT experience in Cougar platoon two.

Recruit Lam YongXian
Cougar Platoon 2 Section 3 (02/08)
as of 08 June 2008

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[FAQ] How did I join SMIT Club? [Part III]

[Part I, Part II, Continued]
One evening, I received a phone call from someone from ICT Club. I did not use a mobile phone then, so it should be a phone-call to my house. I was not sure who he was, though he sounded Chinese. “So you’re coming for the camp?” he said. After a short pause, I replied “Err… yes?”. “Please come for the [camp] briefing on the …” He sounded like he had been making similar calls like that earlier on, and had few more to go. Not wanting to waste too much of his time, I confirmed “Okay.” “Its where you came for enrollment.” And he continued “Have you paid?” “Yes. Yes.” I replied quickly. Then he closed by saying “Okay, see you in the camp!” “Bye” I put down the phone.

For a minute, I have made a major decision for my life in Singapore Polytechnic, a decision added value to my Polytechnic life later.

I was still confused though. Firstly, what the heck is ICT Club? Is it a student group under the School (it shared it’s name with School of ICT)? Is it a branch of the Prefect-style Student’s Union (both which shared the same corridor during the Enrollment Exercise)? I was more convinced by the former, since only that can explain why the camp is compulsory. I compared that with the system in my secondary school and they seems alike. Secondly, do I really have to attend the camp? My priority at that time was my course, a vision I adopted since my ‘O’ Levels. Plus, I never believed in student society. Having a CCA housed in a small room with all the on-the-paper power struggle, seems foolish.

I favored uniform groups more, which explained why I joined them during my primary school and secondary school. There was this NCC (Sea), which I didn’t join. The “Sea” sounds foreign to me, like the way I despised “Navy”. Also, I was wondering if it was the NCC’s equivalent of SAFRA; probably just another society of talkers.

Days after days, what kept me enthusiastic about was surprisingly not the approaching of the camp, but the starting of my course. In fact, I felt the camp like a rock which I had to climb over to reach my starting point.

At that time, I was still working. One can imagine how I felt having to take leave to attend a briefing for a camp which I have no motivation to attend. I was then more pissed when the “briefing” turns out to be a mini-game session. I admit I wasn’t as happy as the others when I finally left the place; it became a complete waste of my time.

Maybe not all were wasted though, at the last five minute of the entire afternoon, I finally got hold of the camp details which was lost inside my enrollment package. On the piece of paper, I got to know an online forum set up specially for us freshies — the ICT Club Freshmen Orientation 05/06 Forum.

Finally, there was a place for me to release my unhappiness. To my surprised, I wasn’t alone — I found posts and replies which answered my concerns. I found out the nature of the club — it was more loosely afiliated with the School as compared to those clubs in secondary school. Signing up for the camp was not compulsory, as much as the School was concerned.

“Now you tell me these after I reluctantly paid the [non-refundable] camp fees, and after weeks of uncertainty.” A feeling of betray. Indeed 10 dollars are no big deal (at least not as big deal as for me to write to MP), but I was quite particular about integrity. The approach was wrong, I hope people already learned their lesson.

It is not hard to imagine the kind of ‘respect’ I had for the Organizers at that time. I simply I can’t feel their warm welcome in that state of mind. I still remembered how nasty I was while writing into the online forum at that time. Those were the days of ignorance…

[To be Continued>>>]

[Personal] A Soldier, for next 5 years

Smile!

My 5 Years of Regular Service is definitely going to be more than just an extra 3 Years of National Service. There are a lot of things which puts me in different situation as compare to my NSF comrades.

There is no Serve And F-off attitude, because saying quit is not an option. Along the way, like it or not, the only attitude acceptable is commitment. I can’t go Out of Course. I can’t take short cuts. I can’t Keng. I can’t have let the “If I happy I do it, else …” attitude take charge. All which risk me screwing up my career. There is no return boats behind me.

While people give their 50% service, I need to give my 110%. Not all because I am paid more, but because I cannot afford to waste my 5 years, like how many others wasted their 2 years.

How about to Sign And Forget? Still too early to decide. Whether or not, I want to do as much as I can for as long as I stay.

If National Service is about doing your part; then my service is about doing it with commitment, professionalism and excellence. Long live the Regulars.


I know, this sounds like some literature Wayang. But I need self-motivation to last me the years to come.

[Social Science] Wayang, in BMT.

Wayang

Wayang is the behavior of displaying personal quality, whether genuine or not, with the intention to impress or attain merit. Wayang use with opposite intention — concealing personal quality in avoidance of duty — is known as Keng.

Although it is good to have goals, it is better to balance ambition with integrity. Even better, to do that naturally. One who Wayang, can be paranoid. It not only disrupt their own inner peace. Sometimes they can irritate others.

BMT is a training ground, it is also like a fun staging ground full of shows (of people).

May they see the light soon.

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[Featured] Con Te Partiro (Time to Say Goodbye)

Con Te Partiro (Time to Say Goodbye)
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Lyrics.
Peace the mind. Enjoy.

[Politic] Geenism, Striking a balance

Environmental Crisis

Is Radicalism that risky? Is Conservatism that boring? Is Radicalism really exciting? Is Conservatism really mature?

You see, as long as we lose balance, there will be reason for us to complain. We get lock down by own narrow interpretation of political world. As such, we start judging others’ believe based on own opinionated mindset. We fail to understand the relativity of public opinions among individuals.

Greenism is an evolving form of extreme environmentalism, which just like any opinionated political ideology, uses more emotional arguments to appeal to artificial phobics. They all seems to have a common people to blame for their own discomfort — the Conservatives.

Recently a Canadian environmentalist, David Suzuki, called for legal actions on politicians who holds different environmental from his — green ideology. [source] I think this sounds like some idea from totalitarian regimes who jails politicians for their political believes.

Conservatives are hated by Greens/Radicals/Liberals for their not so exciting and risky policies. What these Liberals fail to understand is that the other side of the argument exist and can be just as emotionally appealing as theirs. Perhaps the environmental-skeptic Conservatives themselves are blinded by their ‘maturity’ that they become detached from their environmental conscientious. But is not an Casus belli game where you attacked them (in terms of literatures) because you have reasons to believe that they attacked you first. This is what makes politics so childish today — everything starts with ourselves.

In the environmental context, I believe Conservatives are more concern about ‘practical’ benefits; and so value economical growth more than social and environmental ones . This sloppy mentality cause them to undervalue environmental concerns, while supporting their continuous exploitation of nature. That biasness become a prime target of flame from the Radical Greens, who sometimes like to associate their long hated class-enemy with these Conservatives, who happens to be more well off.

Things get messy after awhile, when common sense becomes a luxury.

Conclusion? Environmental issues are on going research, what is there to conclude? A balanced view point will be: Do what you find appropriate, at moderate, while continue to stay open minded. Period.

After all, everyone joins in with a good intention, why let opinionated hatred drag the game?


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